Tuesday, August 3, 2010

SHADES OF GREY

SHADES OF GREY, DESCEND UPON MY HEART AND SOUL ,MUCH LIKE THE FOG MOVING DOWN THE MOUNTAIN.
I FORGIVE MY SELF FOR NOT LIVING THE LIFE I THOUGHT I WOULD..IT TAKES TWO TO TANGO AND WE AINT DANCIN.
THINK I WILL SIT THIS ONE OUT..WITHTHOUT A DOUBT..
I GRIEVE FOR LOST DAYS THAT ADD UP TO YEARS...
I FORGIVE MYSELF FOR BEING TO IDEAISTIC
LOOK FOR FOOTING ON SLIPPERY GROUND,EAGLES BICKERING AT GULLS OVER WASHED UP FISH CARCASS...PICKING APART EACH SHRED LEFT ..LIKE A WOMAN WHO HAS NOTHING LEFT BUT HER OWN MANTRA SAYING OVER AND OVER...BREATH IN THE ROSE BLOSSOMS...
TIDES CHANGE DAILY...REACHING FOR SHORES OF FORGIVENESS.
MY SKIFF MAY BE GROUNDED BUT MY SOUL IN BETWEEN BURNED BRIDGES AND BROKEN HEART...WILL FLOAT ..WITH HOPE .
IN THESE NEW EXTRA -TUFFS OUTLOOK THAT I SLIP ON AND WALK THE BEACH IN SHADES OF GREY